i wish i can delete my memories...

was browsing thru my archives just now. and it just hit me..

i've been lied, cheated, stabbed so many times in the past 4 years. not even counting the years before.

fuck. i'm too soft. too stupid. i trust ppl so easily.

even ppl that i thought loved me for what i am, left me. all for stupid reasons.

friends that i thought became my friends without prejudice, stabbed me in the back.

ppl that i care about, some of them do not know i'm still alive. except for my closest friends (they know who they are), none of them ever dropped an sms to ask me how i am. fair-weathered friends?

now tell me, should i care about them?