from the inside..

i can't sleep. i need someone to talk to. but all i have is my blog.
hehhe.

hello again blog.

a long long time ago, i came up with a theory. so far, it has been proven correct 90% of the time.

i call this theory : tech's theory on a girl's relationship based on his observation.

the theory is : from early teenager's age, till about 25, a girl will go out with the best of the crop. meaning, cute guys, hot hunk, rich dude, rich kid's son, etc. then from 25 - 30, they became somewhat reserved, looking for that "mr right". then, lastly, when they are entering mid 30's, they'll be like "shit! there's no single guys anymore" and they just settle down with anyone with a penis and can provide them with money to survive their old age. anyone. regardless looks, age, background, etc.

yes, i might sound a bit harsh. but like i said, 90% of the time it's like that. maybe i'm the one in that 10% group. since i have my past relationship before and somehow, they've managed to look beyond this sack of bones and lard and actually find a person. no matter how short that time span the relationship is. i thank you all of them.

so why am i posting this theory here? nothing really. just sharing my observation with the ppl who reads my blog.

anyway i have been away for a long time. i mean not really been writing here. yes i do have a lot of story to tell, but somehow again, when i open up blogger, my mind just went blank.

somehow this morning i feel inspired.

so how have i been all these while?

ok la. i'll make this public.

"i'm jobless, almost penniless, i'm somehow in a complicated relationship (i think), i miss her so much but i do not know when i can see her, i have like a million of money making ideas in my head that i wished i can put it down to paper (i dun have that skill, i can just create and that's it), i am anxious for the future (hitting the big 3.0 next year), i worry about my health, i worry about my car, i worry about everything because everything is not certain at all and i really really hate (with a capital H) uncertainties"

so there. i feel content now.

i wish i have a DSLR now. i feel like shooting something.. gritty...

oh well.. better get some sleep. gotta wake up before noon. good morning KL. yes B, i miss you.

daa!~